I think I am depressed! What's wrong with me?

super tough...you're right, you may be depressed or going through a tough era...beauty is in the eye of the beholder so there's someone for everyone if you decide to wait and your children will be fine as long as they are loved someone will find them just like someone will find or has founded you...people will judge you if you're pretty, ugly, good, bad, nice, or mean so having someone that loves truely is all that matters...if you have one or two friends then you're not antisocial in my opinion and besides there's nothing wrong with be antisocial...in my opinion, you're be super ok in due season and you're come out of your touble just like pure gold...have a blessed life